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Diwali 2016
October 31st, 2016:
I love this time of the year. Its like Christmas for us Indian lot. Fairy lights and diyas dotted around, people in merry spirits and everything a celebration with new clothes, lots of sweets, smiling faces, colourful rangolis and sparkling lights.
We dolled up our first home this diwali with hope and love for a good year ahead. May Goddess Lakshmi grace her presence and bless us all with prosperity, wealth, and good health.
I love this time of the year. Its like Christmas for us Indian lot. Fairy lights and diyas dotted around, people in merry spirits and everything a celebration with new clothes, lots of sweets, smiling faces, colourful rangolis and sparkling lights.
We dolled up our first home this diwali with hope and love for a good year ahead. May Goddess Lakshmi grace her presence and bless us all with prosperity, wealth, and good health.
Honest to blog.
Sri for many, ammu for some, ellikunj for one and an unknown identity for the rest.
Sri is well chuffed with her life at the moment. She has become more resilient and has learnt to take life at ease.
Sri is well chuffed with her life at the moment. She has become more resilient and has learnt to take life at ease.
Some days she feels like she has the world in her hands, and other days, she feels like the world is caving in on her.
Sri is unsure of a lot of things but has learnt to stand her ground even with people who means the world to her. She has realised that misinterpretation of her intentions is not a flaw in her personality, but a misjudgment of the said people. She can't always help it.
She sees the person who was blocked from her life three years ago, who still manages to pry on her life till date. Yes, she sees you; visiting her blog and checking on her almost everyday. Somedays she laughs at your misery, and other days, she feels sorry for your sad existence.
She still feels dejected over friends who accused her of things she never did. Some days she feels like curling into a ball and crying, and other days, she keeps her head held high.
She manages to find happiness in the smallest things and has realised those things are totally worth it.
She shouldn't feel bad about the ones who left her in draught, without giving her a chance to explain or check facts. But she does, almost every single day. Some days she feels sad, hurt, confused and angry, and other days, all these emotions at once.
She has understood that her biggest blessing is her family and her better half and to never take things for granted; People, good days, good health and balance.
She has grown to love this space and gets extremely agitated when someone tries to sprout similar content from it. She has understood that originality cannot be replicated and she shouldn't be effected by it.
Sri is learning to be kinder each day. Somedays she fails, and other days, she reminds herself that it is in fact the biggest virtue.
This is Sri in 2016; still panics at the slightest imbalance, impatient, fussy and a bit all over the place. Somedays she discovers a new her, and other days, it's the same old, silly she.
You & I.
Dear You,
When we grow old and grey, we will look back at this and think how different our life was. How amazingly magical and wonderfully chaotic it was. How we have changed over time, both physically and as people. How, we are just as dysfunctional and imperfect as any other couple, but what we hold for each other is extremely rare and fresh.
I have had this planned for months; finding and collating video files and making a draft in my head. Can i just mention how difficult it was to find a video with you in it? This one was a mammoth edit but worth the effort. I love how we celebrate the tiniest things and find joy in the mundane. Let's fill our new home with many more amazing memories and endless laughter and keep at it till the very end.
Here is something to look back at and smile, for years to come.
Love,
Me.
Guest blogger : The mister.
After asking and asking and asking for so long, finally I agreed to write a post B-), “BANG!” *gets hit on the head*, ok-ok it was actually me who asked :D
This little post is about my better half, about her good, her bad and her quirky side. The thought of writing a blog post scares me as this piece of text will be there FOREVER even after our existence in this world. For those who don’t know let me introduce her to you *inhales deeply* “Srividya Nambiar Koodali Thazhathu Veetil” AKA Sri with a little heart instead of the dot in ‘i’ , the way she writes her name on every little piece of paper wherever she finds it. She loves her name so much that she writes it everywhere, from a bus ticket to bathroom glass panels and if nothing else is available, my hand! Which also kind of shows her nature of giving attention to detail about things/people she loves. When I say about the things she loves, at times her love and affection goes to extreme violent actions like to name a few,
- Almost murdering a cat by inserting a bangle in its neck in the name of decorating! (don’t worry that cat survived, not sure of the rest).
- Bite marks and nail marks all over my hand (Well to be honest I am kind of immune to it now, and have withdrawal-symptoms if there isn’t any mark). She has few karate chops moves which is used on me from time to time. Basically her loved ones are at risk. Kind of happy that Diya is not here in UK :D
Jokes apart, Sri is very emotionally attached to people, even a slight disconnect will put her down to the rocks, it’s just so much she values the relationship and herself. The most self-respecting personality ever known to me. No, not making it oversentimental, so thats with it.
Jumping on from there, I have to mention this peculiar thing about her. If there is a human being in this world who is ''Solar powered'', it’s her. Yes, she is a Solar powered woman and I did not know that till we got married. During summer(or sunny days) she would have all the energy to turn the world inside out, but on a gloomy day she will mostly be inside the quilt like a kitten with just her eyes out blinking. She will get herself under a quilt, switch on some fairly lights, burn a candle and put some loud music. But again no matter how bright or gloomy the days are, nights are always same! she becomes this hyper active woman while I am running with my reserve power for the day.
With all her summer power draining out in Autumn, probably the best season for her, it’s usually scary as winter approaches. But hey! there comes December. By December she becomes one crazy Santa Claus in the whole town. For the whole of December the house is filled with Fairy lights, Christmas spiced candles, the only thing on TV is the Harry Potter series, the only song I hear is her ‘'Jingle bells Jingle bells’' humm and her only shopping is Christmas decorations or to bake cakes (FINALLY!! something in my favour).
Can’t miss to mention about her midnight meditations and prayers for snow and a white Christmas. I really do wish that one year we get to have a white Christmas. She would probably do a 10,000 feet jump if there is a guarantee for it. Yes she is THAT Crazy about Christmas, especially if it’s going to be white!
I may probably keep rambling on about her for 15 pages, but to keep it short let me just jot down some quick fire facts.
Evening: The one who makes me laugh and smile
Night: The night owl. Not just an owl, probably a cat? A hyper cat? which has taken some 16 shots of coffee?
Morning: Flat on bed. Just for analogy, the same cat which has taken 16 shots of tequila. Only just till she gets her morning cuppa.
Usual attire at home: One of my jumpers all day all week and all month before it wears out completely and then the next one out of my wardrobe .
Recently Skilled: Cooking, of course I am the guinea pig to test expired tin products too.
Phrase usually used: “I’m a Geeeeeenius” with her head lifting upward and her hand praising her. Usually it’s when I come up with some dumb Idea and she comes up with a better one.
Her day time pals: Squidgy the fat Squirrel, Gizmo the (bloody) crocodile and of course her good friends who are always there for her and can’t miss to mention her Amma.
Time most spent: In front of mirrors (not kidding we have 9 mirrors in our new home now).
Personality: Happy with little things. Hyper happy for big things. A bad dream can spoil her whole day. Impatient (almost for everything, even to open a package). Cranky (if hungry or with no less sleep). Gets irritated with my noisy tea slurps. Fussy about food and sleep (yet her favourite t-shirt says “no fuss”!!). A perfect mix of Phoebe and Rachel [Quirky and weird like Phoebe; messy, clumsy and dresses like Rachel] . Sometimes angry like crazy Ross and lovable like Chandler. (Sri doesn’t like the way I pronounce Monica, so no mention of her, and most of the time I am as confused as Joey!!)
Personality: Happy with little things. Hyper happy for big things. A bad dream can spoil her whole day. Impatient (almost for everything, even to open a package). Cranky (if hungry or with no less sleep). Gets irritated with my noisy tea slurps. Fussy about food and sleep (yet her favourite t-shirt says “no fuss”!!). A perfect mix of Phoebe and Rachel [Quirky and weird like Phoebe; messy, clumsy and dresses like Rachel] . Sometimes angry like crazy Ross and lovable like Chandler. (Sri doesn’t like the way I pronounce Monica, so no mention of her, and most of the time I am as confused as Joey!!)
Inherited skills: Art from her Amma(her doodles, paints and her inherent creative mind speaks for itself) and some Karate defensive and attack moves from her Achan.( I have to use pan lids to protect myself during such attacks)
She is always in for crazy acts for fun with me and always ready to run, if caught, as well.
Even this list will go on so let me stop it here.
Despite not being a professional writer or a photographer or a blogger, Sri has grasped it all ( to my surprise she was talking about HTML tags) and she surely does have all the ingredients to be up there as one of the best. This space that she has created with her continuous long hours understanding HTML CSS jargons, just to align the pic 1 cm to left? No wonder it has come out so good and there are some genuine followers too. I admire her perseverance to get it done the right way. If it was me I would rather leave it there 1cm to right rather than spending 8 hours to adjust it. (to be honest, that’s what we do in IT ;))
To the cutest genius I have ever known or there has ever been, thanks for letting me write about you on your space. Though it took a little time to hit the right note and rhythm of life to settle, despite reaching the depths of stress at times, I am happy that we are sailing through all the tides and you are standing by my side. Love you to the moon and the galaxies beyond… and back!
Your number one fan - Prakash :)
Twenty fifteen.
I had no intentions on writing this one, but it feels odd to bid adieu to 2015 without popping in a quick little post. With less than half an hour left to hit 2016, the house filled with aroma of cinnamon from the apple crumble cake which is baking away in the oven and the mister sitting next to me, i feel extremely content and happy. We celebrated new years eve by tidying up our home and unboxing what feels like the hundredth moving box and running out to the superstore only to find it closed an hour before. Giggles were shared, dinner has been had and we are waiting on devouring the apple crumble while watching the fireworks from the comforts of our home. The last night of 2015 and this feels perfect in every sense.
2015 has been one heck of a year with the initial half being extremely taxing on both of us. We travelled and laughed; cried and sulked, lost and found and will continue to do so. I can't think of a better way to begin 2016 with us being in our very first home. While everyone is going on about ''new-year-new-me'' shiz again, i just plan on being happy, content and the plain old me.
Hoping for good things. Happy 2016!!
This is home.
After almost a year of searching, over 42 house visits, a receding hairline and empty bank balance later; we have finally bought our very first home! This is a milestone in our relationship and words cannot describe the emotions and adrenaline running through our veins at the moment. Such high!
November.
November is for dark skies and crying clouds. For sniffles and tissues; for shivers and and strong breeze. Finding the perfect christmas tree and dotting it with glittery baubles. It is indeed the start of the most wonderful time of the year.
Here are the highlights of the month in doodles, sort of a sequel to a week of chalk doodles, if you will.
The walk to yoga class was a work out in itself with lots of dashing in and out of the house either to retrieve a forgotten yoga mat or to get the umbrella and walking round in circles trying to find the class.
Post yoga burns and such.
My excitement for this time of the year has certainly rubbed off on the Mr. We bought a spanking new christmas tree and are very pleased about it. I mean, look at our ginning faces.
Harry potter marathon nights for the umpteenth time.
Laughter galore when he tried to pick me up from the couch, a few minutes after which, i was on his shoulders getting a ride around the house. We live life on the wild side!
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The tree went up few days ago and the house is looking super festive.
November, you were short and sweet. Time to say goodbye and roll on December.
Let there be light.
Lighting the lamps and claypots to help aid Lakshmi, the Goddess of wealth and prosperity, as she finds her way into our home. We triumph over the victory of good over evil, hope over despair and light over darkness and take a moment to reflect on the past year and look forward with optimism and zest to a new beginning. May the darkness be wiped away and let there be light. Diwali wishes to all.
You.
You walked into my life 4 years ago. Never have you failed to mend my heart when it gets broken.You embrace everything I adore, making all my excitements your own and matching my weirdness so wonderfully.Your mind works harder than anyone's I know, to make me and your loved ones feel special. You really are one of a kind. Always smiling, always cheerful. You make me feel loved and adored. You care about the little things, but never forget the important ones.You hold my hand during my silly worries and the big ones too, not once do you flinch. You, are very very special. Thank you for the laughter, for wiping my tears, for all the adventures, the surprises, for all the love.
Thank you for being mine.
Happy birthday! I love you to the moon and back:)
Sunday tittle-tattle.
Mid-day epiphany
I'm in a coffee shop sipping on a cup of caramel latte. I see people. People with different stories. I see a lady engrossed in a book and lost in the world of letters and words, a new mother trying to comfort a delirious baby, three teenagers in deep discussion; probably about boys and movies, a bespectacled guy sitting in a cozy corner typing away on his laptop like there is no tomorrow.
Things 2014 taught me.
♥ A whole year can get over in the blink of an eye and the snap of a finger. Don't forget to LIVE. 2014 has been the hardest year. I'm glad its over.
♥ Being misunderstood and being falsely accused hurts like hell. It can give you sleepless nights, an aching heart and a restless mind.
♥ Realising that there is only a handful of people I actually trust and who genuinely care for me, has been an eye opener.
Notes to self.
♥ You are NOT perfect. And thats ok. Everyone has dark circles, blemishes and/or some other issue. Real life doesn't come with an airbrush tool. Embrace the flaws because 'perfect' is boring!
♥ Its ok to cry. Let it out. As they say "The sooner you let yourself cry, the sooner you'll be able to smile again". Being strong for too long and taking it in silence just clutters your mind with anxiety and unwanted insecurities. Its fine to lash out your anger/frustration to whoever concerned; if they have let you down time over time.
This guy I know..
There is this guy i know who..
Loves unconditionally:
He is an 'ill-happily-take-your-puke-in-my-hands' kinda guy. KEEPER!!
Is selfless
Whenever, wherever, whatever..He is there.
Loves a gal whom he calls ellikunj(which means baby mouse FYI)
Whose eyes widen when he talks about something exciting and smiles like a cheshire cat when he is done!
This guy i know......is AWESOME!
Au Revoir 2013 !
I cant quite find words to sum up the roller coaster ride 2013 has been. Someday I would like to look back into my blog and re-live everything. For that reason, I pledge not to pour out any frustrations or disappointments in here and make it a pot of negativity.
2013, in every way has been a life altering one.I can honestly say that it was a mixed bag with loads of laughter, testing trials, few tears and many exciting adventures. I wish I could scoop up all the bad memories and shove it into a wooden box and see the last of it. Likewise, tie a bow on only the lovely memories and take it along with me in 2014.
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| Few of the best moments of 2013 <3 |
The testing times in 2013 has changed me for good. I learnt to trust my own instincts and not be swayed by what others think is right or wrong. I learnt the hard way to not let anyone underestimate or disregard my emotions.I found my own voice and understood that there is NOTHING worth compromising your self-esteem.
So yes, I will cry my eyes out when I'm hurt, shout my lungs out when I'm heartbroken, laugh my heart out when I'm happy, be silly, laugh at myself and just BREATH!
I have high hopes for 2014. I'm not the one to make resolutions because I believe I don't need a particular date to make a
change in my life. Nonetheless, there is something magical about the new year which
is reassuring. This year for me will be about good health,
patience, chucking laziness, less stress, more travel and hopefully lots
of laughs and happiness :)
Goodbye 2013.
2014, Bring it on!!!
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